Rose Stein

SWEETS

It was 10:30pm. I had been watching 4 kids all night. You know how it goes, cooking, cleaning, games, negotiating, cleaning more. I was tired. He walked in and set it on the table in front of me. Smiled. And said, “Just eat it, you know you want to. You have no defense.” Forget the …

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It’s My Mom’s Fault

My parents used to fight over who’s fault it was that I was gaining so much weight. So, they decided to send me to “fat-camp” for the summer. I was 10 years old. When I came back, so many things were different. I didn’t have to borrow my friend’s parents clothes anymore when I forget something, …

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Forgot the Parachute?

What do you think is the best way to survive jumping out of an airplane without a parachute? Try and figure something out while you are falling. …or… Plan a bit better and make sure you don’t jump without a parachute. The answer is obvious, but most women I work with insist that planning properly …

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Sad, Angry, Overwhelmed

Can I confess something to you? It’s embarrassing, but I just cannot help thinking that it might be helpful. When I woke up this morning, I was angry. My first thought was super negative, and it just kept getting worse. The anger made me sad. The sadness made me more angry. I felt overwhelmed with …

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Brainwashed

Brainwashed When you look at a baby or a young child, do you think they have low self-esteem? Do they worry about the size of their pants or what the scale says? Do they wonder if they should go out or stay home because nothing fits right? Are they embarrassed to get naked or look at themselves …

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Embarrassed

Embarrassed The summer of 1989 was the first time I had lost a significant amount of weight. About 25 pounds at “Fat Camp”. My mom, about 100 lbs overweight and struggling with food addiction and an eating disorder, made a comment that still makes the hair on my neck stand up. She was proud of me for losing …

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